December 31st 2017.
Wow! It’s the end of the year already?!
I’m not going to say much here. This is my third attempt to try and write something.
I somehow made it through another year. Don’t ask me how, because I still don’t know how I’m standing.
I don’t know what’s going to happen next year. I’m not going to do the whole hoping for better things and all that stuff, every time I do, I get the complete opposite, lol.
Here’s to 2018. I hope it’s a good one for you all.
XxX
2017 has been one heck of a year.
It’s that time of the year again where I sit down and do some serious reflecting.
I seriously cannot believe it’s Christmas Eve and it nearly the end of the year
What happened?!
This Christmas will be the first one that I’ve not spent with a family member.
I didn’t even know where I’d be for Christmas this year. I never planned on doing Christmas this year.
I thought that I would be alone, spending the day chilling in my own place and just relaxing. Not stressing about anything.
But that is not the case.
Before I continue, let me just say that I am not complaining or about to complain.
This year I am spending Christmas with my bf and his family. Did I mention that I kinda live with them too?
It’s been nice. Really great.
It’s an adjustment living in a big house with lots of people. Before it was just me and Dad.
They’ve been ever so welcoming and accommodating to me. I always worried that they would have to go way out of their way for me, and I didn’t want them to stress too much.
I really like his family. More so because I feel part of their family too. They’re very supportive, worry and care for me like I’m one of them.
I’m ever so grateful that I’ve been able to have a home to call my own and all the things that come with it.
It’s just really nice you know, to be a part of something great.
I cannot thank them enough for everything they’ve done and continue to do for me.
I love my family 🙂
Things don’t always go to plan.
Boy I really do suck and I really am a hopeless, useless human being (at times).
So I went from having a job that I hate, to still having said job that I’m not going back to, to applying for a temp Christmas job and getting it, to then having no job and technically being unemployed for a month.
Ugh I was excited to have a bit of money coming in from the job but after the training, I felt as though I couldn’t go through with it, and so I cut my losses and left.
I don’t know what I’m going to do now. I’ve gone back to the unemployment life and it is going to suck real bad until I somehow manage to get a suitable, stable job that I feel comfortable and secure in.
I just feel like everything in in jeopardy now.
I honestly don’t know what am I going to do now 
Adventures Of A Drifter 